This is my statement to my perpetrator and the parole board:
My name is Logan Gregory Yandell. I was sexually abused by Peter Newman from 9-13 years old. I am here today to convey the profound impact Peter Newman’s actions have had on my life. This statement is not merely a recounting of my suffering but a testament to the strength and resilience his countless victims have had to muster in the face of unimaginable adversity.
Peter Newman was not just a figure in my life; he was my spiritual mentor, someone I trusted implicitly and looked up to. His betrayal was devastating, leaving indelible scars on my mind, body, and soul. The trauma he inflicted has cast a long shadow over my life, affecting every aspect of my existence. While words cannot fully capture the depth of my pain, I will attempt to convey its gravity.
Emotionally, I have faced significant challenges and have been diagnosed with complex PTSD because of the sexual abuse. Despite this, I have demonstrated incredible resilience. Each day, I work diligently to reclaim my life and restore a sense of normalcy. With the support of my loved ones and professional therapy, I have made substantial progress, though the journey has not been easy.
One specific incident I wish to highlight today, which may not be in Peter Newman’s sentencing or parole files, occurred just before his arrest and conviction. He called me at my parents’ home, attempting to convince me not to speak out about the abuse. During that call, he asked invasive questions about my genitals and puberty progress for his own sexual gratification. This manipulation further deepened my trauma and violated my sense of safety and trust. A month later, my parents confronted me about the years of abuse he had inflicted upon me, highlighting his calculated attempt to see if he needed to reveal the truth about my abuse.
Psychologically, the betrayal by a spiritual mentor added layers of confusion and hurt. My faith and trust were shattered. Over the past decade, I have undergone extensive therapy and counseling to cope with the trauma. While I have made strides, the healing process is ongoing. The support of my loved ones and professionals has been invaluable, and I continue to move forward with hope and determination.
Peter Newman’s abuse was not isolated to me; it extended to more than ten times the number of victims initially known. His victim count now exceeds hundreds, spanning multiple states and even overseas. The sheer number and geographic span of his victims underscore the systematic nature of his actions.
Tragically, several other victims have died by suicide, unable to bear the weight of the trauma inflicted by Peter Newman. Their voices are forever silenced, and they cannot stand here today. Their absence is a stark reminder of the severe and life-altering consequences of his actions. They, too, deserve justice, and their suffering should be taken into consideration.
The prospect of Peter Newman’s release is deeply concerning, not out of fear for myself, but for the safety of others. He has taken so much from me and countless others, and the notion that he could regain his freedom while we continue to grapple with the consequences is a stark reminder of the need for accountability. Justice must be upheld to ensure the gravity of his crimes is fully recognized.
I implore you to consider the lasting impact of Peter Newman’s actions on my life and the lives of countless other victims. My plea is not born out of a desire for revenge, but out of a need for justice and community safety. The decision made here today will affect not only my future but also the future of other children who may be at risk if he is released.
In conclusion, I ask that you deny parole for Peter Newman. My life was irrevocably changed by his actions, and the pain and suffering I endured should not be disregarded. Justice demands that he remains accountable for his crimes.
Thank you for your time and consideration.